I’m drowning in the chaos that is middle age, and I’ve been in these waters for a few years now. My recent stint producing behind the scenes has sparked me to give podcasting the good ole college try once more—this time with a more minimal approach and just me.

Each episode will feature both an audio and a text version, exploring tangential but complementary themes. For now, I’m chilling on video, but stay tuned; things might evolve, though that might not include my meatsuit of a face.

I’ve distanced myself from the world, but I’m curious to see who discovers this in my absence—whether it’s people from my past, future, or maybe even new listeners who become fans. There are no aggressive promotions or social media blasts here—just organic growth, letting the algorithm do its work without human intervention.

I’ll spare the details because I’d rather you check it out for yourself. To put it lightly, this journey is about navigating middle age, experiencing an ego death slash spiritual awakening, wrestling with nihilism, confronting depression, and managing mental health—all while dealing with life not turning out the way you planned.